She is nothing like me

Nothing like me

Gingerly I type the words, wondering if I may be the only person who thinks like this. god’s daughter is turning out to be more appalling than horrific, more repulsive than disgusting. I can feel her like black tar in my mind. She calls me to write her out – to layer her like a black wedding cake, all the details – the spiders, the webs, the cockroaches, the mould and dusty aura of her mind. The corners of her life are all in shadow, a shadow I have to be brave enough to step into and feel the darkness that is god’s daughter. She wants to be created but she doesn’t want me – I am nothing to her, just like everyone else.

And she is nothing like me…

41 thoughts on “She is nothing like me

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    • Well thank you very much πŸ™‚ That’s made my day!! Yes, it’s not always easy to write from such a dark place. I thought writing The 3 Little Piggies was bad enough, but that was from a typical serial killer perspective – god’s daughter is a little different and a little darker! (Crikey I hate to even think that that is even possible for my brain!) Thank you again for your lovely comment πŸ™‚


  3. Being a horror writer sometimes takes you to crazy places. It’s important to remember that you can understand a character — even sympathize — without condoning what they do.

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    • πŸ™‚ Ti hello and welcome! Oooo was that a Freudian slip…more likely to be read as fiend and not friend? πŸ˜‰ lol – knew exactly what you meant. Big loves n hugs back, thank you x


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