It’s not that I’ve forgotten you, sweet angel of mine, it’s that I just lost myself for a little while. You’ve been there so strong and true. Your arms swallow me safely and I’m grateful, so grateful for you. I couldn’t even see your pain because I couldn’t see through mine – the deep dark cloud of despair. I know it’s not forever, but at the moment, a day is a lifetime
For Jay, my nine year old son (at the time) who had to live with me being there, but not there, for nearly five years. I remember just about nothing of that period of time due to the heavy medication I was on. In the photo above he’s twenty 🙂
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Beautiful tribute!
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Thank you!🙏🌻🙂
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you’re a lucky gal, he’s so handsome.
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He is gorgeous, inside and out. Now 31 with a daughter of his own that is his world🥰🌻🕊
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I bet you are a great mom❤️
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🤗🌻🙏🧡
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I see a very strong bond there. Lovely 💕
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Thank you so much, yes, he’s my person, my family…my son. There is nothing greater than a mother’s love 🙏🙂
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❤️
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Time flies. Great words. Handsome, I’m sure he is a proud son as well!
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Oh bless, I hope so! And thank you 🙏🙂
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Pretty boy
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He’s 29 now, and a very handsome fellow, bit of a Bear Grylls!
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handsome beyond words!
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Haha! Thank you but don’t tell him!!😁😉
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Lovely words, enjoyed reading your post. 🙂
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Thank you so much ☺
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Such lovely words! And he’s certainly very handsome! 🙂
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Awww thank you 🙂 I love him to bits lol 🙂
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I really liked your words and as has been mentioned by some-what a hansome son!
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Thank you so much! 🙂 He’s just as lovely on the inside too, thank goodness!
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He’s a handsome young man 🙂 you’re a proud mum !!
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Hahaha! Yes and of course, terribly biased being his mum! 🙂 Sometimes I look at him and get a surprise and think: “where the hell did you come from!” 🙂 …and it’s me!!
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Ohhhh Kait, you arent biased at all… You’re a proud mum 🙂 Lots of love ❤
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Awwww! thank you and to you too 🙂 ❤
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:):):)
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What a handsome man!!
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Oh I think so too but I’m biased being his Mum lol 🙂 There’s a couple about him – Boy, Another song for Jay and Beauty Boundless (he’s a bubba in those ones and has put Gorgeous George in the warmer draw – and no, it wasn’t on! 🙂 George died when Jay was almost 20 so we had him a long time too…I miss my little furry friend 😥
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very kind!!
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🙂 very loved!
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