It hadn’t been a long time – only a matter of months, you could count them in days if you had to. But it felt like centuries. I missed my boy – he was loud and large in my little cottage, but now everything seems too large, too empty and way too quiet!
So landing in Sydney I couldn’t wait to see him and get a giant bear hug – his hugs are the only ones that are like that for me. It’s something very definable, tangible. Anyone else could give me a giant hug but they will never measure up to my son’s loving arms. I have never been a “clasp-hugger”, y’know, brief – per-functionary. There is no point in displaying affection if you don’t mean it. So yes, maybe he has only known how to hug like that – I love that about him. A helluva lot can be said in a hug. And hugging my son at the airport for the first time in ages was like a relief almost…a sigh of thank you Universe – he really is all good! He looked and felt healthy, his hair had grown even longer and his smile beamed across the crowd of anxious collectors. He stood out as if he was the only one in colour and everyone else was black and white.
I know I maybe could be describing everything else – and I’m sure it will come out, but my holiday was really about filling up my soul as a Mum. Spending time with that beautiful little spirit I had nursed, guided and shoved into this lovely young man in front of me, that I am so proud to call My Son.
Amazing, thank you for sharing
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Thanks for reading this!🙏🙂🌻
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First post I have read of yours and my eyes teared as my heart hurts for you from one mom to another. I am so sorry. Hugs💗
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Thank you so much ☮️💜🌻
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♥️
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Sending all the blessings hour way ❤️
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Thank you so kindly!🙏🌻🙂
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Nothing better!! So happy and absolutely no better feeling… from one Mom to another!
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So so good!🥰
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This is a lovely blog and the love you have for your son is so sweet and beautiful.
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Thank you so much! Bless you🌻 yes, I would give my life for him as most mum’s would 🤗
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Blessing 💗💗💗
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This is such a sweet blog! 😊 Glad that you had a great holiday!
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Thank you so much!🙂🌻
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The love of a mother. I can feel that in your words. And how precious are moments with your son.
God bless you both!
I guess, I just need to enjoy the noise and clutter of my boys now. Time will come when I’ll miss their noise too.👍💕
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Yes you will one day! Enjoy and get involved with the noise and clutter, make some yourself. They’ll love you for it!🙂🙏🌻🧡
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Great advice. Thank you.💗
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Thank you!🙏🙂🌻
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Thank you 😊🙏yes we love our children more than ourselves, forever 💝. I had an awesome time, thanks!🌻
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What a beautiful post. I hope you had a great time with your son, Kait and this post really shows how awesome mothers are to love us so much. Thank you for sharing!
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I can feel all the love for your wonderful son Kait! So so awesome, thank you for bringing a wonderful soul into this world!
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Awww thank you! He is a beautiful young man, even if I say so myself 😂🙏🙂
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wonderful story!
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True story too! Thank you 🙏🙂
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Beautiful smile😊
Beautiful pic😊
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😊he’s a beautiful soul 😊thank you🙏
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And he is a beautiful soul because his mother is a beautiful soul😊😊✌
I would like to invite you to visit my blog, if you can..🙂
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Awww, thank you so kindly!🙂🙏 I have visited your wonderfully inspirational blog, thank you for the powerful words!🙏🙂
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Thank you so much🙂✌
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Welcome✌🙂
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Wow
I really don’t have words.
Loved each word.
Lot’s of blessings to you both.
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Thank you so much, and blessings to you 🙂
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Would like to invite you to visit my blog and if you really like my work kindly follow back. Thanking you in advance dear Kait
Love&Blessings
Bhavna💕😘
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You smiling now…i can see it in you
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Wow….am touch by you short story..
At last you saw him. Thats a blessing.
#patrickstories
Love and Love
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Family is everything. I am very blessed☺Jay has been away again now for months overseas but returns in April and I can’t wait for a hug from him 😊
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Wow……..that is good…..been away too long.the joy of seeing someone special comes back . I know the feelings. Lol
#PATRICKSTORIES
Peace and Love
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Oh it’s amazing! I can’t wait lol 🤗
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Joy and happiness in you
#PATRICKSTORIES
Peace and Love
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😊
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Smile
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You smiling. That is cool.
#PATRICKSTORIES
Peace and Love
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‘Speechless Emotions, Amazing Experience.’ I’m happy to see you happy.
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Awww, thank you! 😀 He’s over in Sweden for 2 years now!
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That’s beautiful, hoping to read more from you.
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Loved it. Do breeze past my blog http://highinloveblog.com/2016/09/10/magic-mushroom/
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Thank you
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Love the picture of you and your son! You two seem very close! ❤
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Oh thank you! 😊 I love him more than my own life, I guess it shows 💞☺
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Ever read something while acting out the events as they unfold in your mind?? I did that with this.
Your love for your son is priceless. Bless you
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Oh thank you so much!! ☺ That’s a huge compliment. Blessings to you and yours too ☺
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So beautifully written!
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Awww thank you! 😊
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Done 🙂
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Even if I’m just a 20 year old, ain’t no mother, even then I could feel your happiness. Hope you both stay good forever. ❤
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Oh thank you so much – I’m sure we will! ‘Our love is a bond that is like no other 🙂 the bond of love between a son and a mother’ ~ kk I am sure one day when you are a mum, you will remember this happiness and know that you will share this bond too 🙂 Blessings, love and light to you 🙂
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Always hard to say goodbye after a visit, I hope he made your trip worthwhile but judging by the two smiling faces I’d say you both made each other happy. Jay is lucky to have you for a mum and you did a great job raising him Kait. Peace and love to you both with lots of hugs to come xoxo
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Much love to you and yours, Dave! Thank you and yes, definitely for me it was worthwhile 🙂 ….pretty sure Jay was chuffed to see me too! Lol 🙂 Only had 4 days but it was fabulous! xoxo
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You never spend enough time with them do you? It’s obvious how proud of Jay you are Kait peace and love always xoxo
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Awww, thanks love! Yes that’s very true until you’ve had enough of ‘me!! 😁 Hahaha! Peace n love, always xoxo
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❤ xoxo never ❤
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I’m glad he had a safe trip back from where ever he was at!
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Oh I was visiting him! ☺ in Australia! But thank you 🙂
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Well in that case I hope you have/ had a safe trip back home! 😊
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I did luv, thank you! 🙂
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The love for your son completely shines through those words… may you blessed with this happiness forever… he’s a lucky man!
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Aawww! Thank you! 🙂 I’m a lucky mum too 🙂 Blessings, love and light to you and yours!
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Awesome this is 🙂 happy for you !!
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Totally!!! 😀 – thank you 🙂
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a lovely pic : )
beautiful smiles!
keep smiling : )
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Awww thank you 🙂 Can’t help smiling when I’m with my boy 🙂
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Oh my God! I am so happy for you. I do not know what to say. After I lost my son, I do not want anything in the world except for a tight hug for him. God bless you and your son 🙂
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Oh thank you so much for your blessings 🙂 I am so deeply sorry for your loss, I feel it to the core as I do cherish every hug, every moment I have with Jay. He’s my only child and I just can’t even begin to understand how it might feel to not have him in my life…big hugs, peace and blessings to you and yours
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Thank you. Hugs back to you and to your son 🙂
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