I’m not looking
for somebody else
I just want to
see you
I completed your
lie detector test
and everything I say
is true
There is no rhyme
or reason
to why we feel
this way
but this won’t
be successful
with all the games
you play
I really want to
believe you
but I think
I’ve been
a fool
I just want to
keep silent –
with you
I’ll lose
my cool
So I cry
quietly
in my pillow
in the night
Knowing things
are ending
Knowing things
aren’t right
Knowing that
no matter what
you don’t love me
the same
I’ll be the one
at night
alone, I’ll cry
your name
© Kait King, 2015
The writer's blogk 
Nice lines!
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Thank you!😊🌻
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Thanks for sharing 🌻
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Thank you!
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Time is an interesting phenomenon. When we know it’s the end, that it’s time, only time can heal! A lovely poem
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Thank you kindly🙂🌻🙏Yes, time is very strange phenomenon! Fascinating!
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♥️♥️♥️
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🌻🙏🙂thank you!
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WOW..THIS IS SO BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN!
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Thank you so much!🙂🙏🌻
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It was a pleasure to read!
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🙏🌻
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Touching
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Thank you 🙏🙂🌻
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:(? :S? So sad Kait. I hate the idea of someone being lied to and hoping it’s OK all the same.
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Yeah, but so common unfortunately. But that’s life sometimes 🙏🌻
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😉
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A poem written down about a road well traveled. Beautifully done and thank you.
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You are so welcome, thank you!🌻🙏🙂
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It’s a hard place to be. 🙏
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It is, but we learn from that tough stuff…🙏🙂
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Sigh…… it’s like it was written for me.
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Big hugs to you 🙏🤗
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Very much so a soul searching deep inside piece… thank you
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🙏thank you🙂
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Beautiful Kait
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Thanks Mathew 🙂🙏
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This is really beautiful, I enjoyed reading it and it was soothing, and aching me at the same time.
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Thank you so much 🙂🙏 wow, what conflicting emotions! Somewhat the epitome of love!?
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Love your poems
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Thank you!🙂🙏
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🙏
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Wow that was powerful, I always love meaningful poetry!
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Oh thank you very much! ☺
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awesome
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Thank you ☺
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This is so beautiful and heartbreaking.
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Thank you, yes I think my heart was shattered when I wrote this… It’s hard when you know what you HaVe to do but don’t have the how to do it or fix it! Love n light my friend ☺
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wow Kait – this was powerful
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Thank you so much! 🙂
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There is hope out there to the ones who want their marriages restored. An affair doesn’t define your marriage or who you are. You do a fabulous job saying exactly how many feel. Blessed
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Thank you so much – and yes, there will always be hope 🙂
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This is amazing and completely captures how I am feeling lately!
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That’s awesome thank you – and thanks for reading! 🙂
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A special prayer for you.
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How beautiful – thank you 🙂 Blessings to you
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Really touched the heart…….awesome!
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Thank you 🙂
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just broke up with my boyfriend. someone I love so much. describe me in my situation perfectly at this moment. thank you
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Oh I’m sorry to hear that! 😦 But in another way I am also glad that you are now free to carry on your journey for you 🙂 It hurts like hell but we get through it and learn something about others and ourselves… thank you for sharing 🙂
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Oh Gawd! Who wants someone that gives them lie detector tests and leaves them crying in their pillow. That ain’t my type.
Beautiful writing though
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Ahhh me either! But lots of us stay there – wanting to be wanted, having the finishing line moved just when you think you’ve won 😉
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A game I’m not interested in. 😉
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No games involving hearts is ever any good!
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That’s why you keep it in your chest and play with their balls.
totally uncalled for.
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Lmao! You know that game well!! 🙂 I keep practicing….;)
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Whoever told you I know that game was lying. LMBO
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Hahaha! We will have neither an A or a B between us after this! 😀 I thought they looked sketchy too…..
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No comment on them.
Have a lovely day.
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Well said! 🙂 You too
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Yep. I’ve been there. I
And it’s a bittersweet relief to know I’m not alone. Your words cptire the emotion and the night perfectly. Thank goodness these feelings are fickle. 🙂 good job lady, keep writing 🙂
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Awesome 🙂 and thank you so much!
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Lol totally off topic but he’s got hair nipples like me. Kinda feel not so alone anymore.
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Hahaha! I’m so glad you know you are not alone now with hairy nips 🙂 I feel like my work here may be done lol 😉 thanks for the giggle!
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Awwww
I’m still feeling this way
It hurts a lot 😭😭
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It’s crap but it does change.. it’s not that you ever get over certain things, I think – but we do learn to live around them and add them to who we are. We are, as they say, all a product of our backgrounds! I hope the sting comes out of it soon and you know you’re not alone…:)
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Dear,
I have nominated you for the Liebster Award.
Please check this link for more details:
BR, Gun
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Oh my goodness 🙂 that’s just amazing – thank you very much!! Unfortunately can’t see link though lol 🙂
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wow!this is another soul searching peice, sounds so true
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🙂 thank you – yes, I think many of us have felt this way, sadly but truly 😉
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