So I’m sent back and forth
and around again
to specialists and surgeons
who say it’s in my brain
the wiring’s fucked
Is what they say
because a butcher unfortunately
hacked away
at your hope
your dreams
your aspirations
your purpose
you
Forgiveness and acceptance
words to deal with
spilling your guts makes you better
I think that’s just a myth
to stop me
hold me
trap me in belief
I just want it to end
© Kait King, 2015
The writer's blogk 
Sometimes people are sick of their existence that they end themselves in process
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Yes they do, sadly. But for some this life is unbearable 😔
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and its even trash , if one is a teen or young person ((
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Yes, I really feel for our young people. Everyone is so badly effected by our governments and their fascist rules!
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Pls don’t end it so we can continue reading beautiful writings from you..
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Awww thank you! 🥰🙏🌻 I’m still here 🙂
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Who’s to say we’re fucked up or down? If the truth be told we are what we are. Who knows it’s us who are fucked? Maybe we’ll prove it’s you who’s fucked up tomorrow.
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Absolutely! They told me I would be an invalid 18 yrs ago but I proved them wrong that time and gonna do it again! 🙂
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Good for you, Kait. My second wife was given a year tops just after we got together but we were together fifteen years and married for the last 7 of those. If she hadn’t been such a bitter and twisted witch we may have still been together. Now I don’t know whether she’s dead or alive, I hope it’s the latter but I really don’t know.
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It’s weird isn’t it – how we were once so close with someone and then are so distant we know nothing. I hope you’ve found happy Dave, you deserve it! 🙂
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Thank you Kait, you deserve happy as well.
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🙂
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your wiring may not be fucked up…you may be ahead of the curve….
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Oh I love that idea jdawg! 🙂
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not a new idea…check out this awesome engineer from the 50s…https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Buckminster_Fuller
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Hahaha! I love him – getting expelled, what a character! And a non-conforming misfit – my kind of guy 🙂 But still wanting to help the world amongst his own doubts and troubles. I’m a child of the Universe and I loved his words – thanks so much for that, it absolutely resonated with me 🙂
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awesome!!! a perfect example than? **bows**
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Absolutely 🙂 **still clapping and throwing roses**
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**catching roses**
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lol 🙂
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It takes time to heal, but your brain can rewire itself with new love and hope x
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Thank you 🙂 x
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Reblogged this on fortheloveofamy.
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Thank you 🙂
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Reblogged this on গোপন অঙ্গনে.
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🙂 x 4 🙂 lol thanks!
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Reblogged this on Human Relationships and commented:
I just want it to end
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Thanks for sharing 🙂
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Go through this wonderful short story which explains that nobody is absolutely strong rather its the conditions and the perspectives which make us strong.
http://nishantindia.com/2016/01/03/conditions-and-perspectives-make-us-strong/
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Thank you! Yes, everyone has their own perspectives, some good and some not so! 🙂
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